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I know.

 

Why did you do it?

Do what?

You know what.

Do I?

Don’t be a dickhead. You can’t joke your way out of it this time.

I know.

So?

I don’t know.

That’s not good enough.

I know.

 

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You look good.

Do I?

Yeh, I guess.

Can you see me?

Sure. Can’t you see me?

No.

What’s it like?

It doesn’t hurt, but it doesn’t feel nice.

Where do you go?

When?

When you’re not here.

Dunno. Around.

Where around?

Just around.

I wish I could see you.

I know.

 

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It’s dark.

Turn the light on.

I don’t know how.

Can I turn it on for you?

I don’t think so.

Will you let me try?

Probably not.

Why not?

Because what if you can’t?

How do you know if I can’t?

I don’t.

But you still won’t let me try.

Probably not.

But I want to.

I know.


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How are you?

Ok, I guess. Keeping busy.

How are you really?

I think you know.

I want to hear you say it.

I don’t think you do.

I need to hear it.

It will make you sad.

I still think I need to hear it.

I’m angry. And sad. Empty. And it’s your fault.

Ok.

You asked.

I know.


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Can you tell me that everything is going to be ok?

No.

Why not?

Because I don’t know the answer.

You didn’t think of that before?

I did. I thought the answer was ‘yes’.

But it’s not.

No. It’s not.

Can you fix it?

I want to.

So why don’t you?

I don’t know how.

You have to work it out.

I know.

 

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Why don’t you ever leave this room?

I can’t.

You can.

I don’t want to.

You should.

Where would I go?

Anywhere. Everywhere.

What am I going to do?

When?

Forever.

You can’t stay here.

There’s nothing for me out there.

There used to be.

Not anymore.

That was your choice.

I know.

 

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$%%##()!!

What’s wrong?

I feel like I’m falling.

Why? How?

I DON’T KNOW!

Calm down!

I CAN’T!

What should I do?

Tell me everything’s going to be ok.

Take a deep breath. Everything’s going to be ok. You’re ok.

Better?

Yeh.

You know that was a lie, right? Everything is not ok.

I know.

 

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Hey.

Oh. Hi.

What are you doing?

Watching the sunset.

Why?

It’s nice. Peaceful. Sad.

I see.

Will you watch it with me?

Sure.

Will you stay?

How long?

Until the sun rises again.

I can’t.

Why not.

Because this isn’t real.

I wish it was.

I know.
  
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